Chapter 1: How it all began

Throughout my life I've been and done many things, but nothing as weird and kinky as being an on-call slut for a certain hush-hush company. Now let's clarify something here: I didn't get it on with every field agent or assistant director, no, I was on call just in case one of their people in the witness protection program or perhaps a snitch, wanted a little relief and comfort.

There, I said it, and frankly it feels good to get it out in the open after all these years.

How I became a highly paid confidential "companion" was all by accident or so I thought

Truth, Part 2

EVOLVING IN A PLACE CALLED EDEN

IS A PROMISING YOUNG CIVILIZATION...

Look at the headlines seriously this past week. Observe the magnitude of the issues in play, in the history of civilization:

• The White House and Congress are locked in battle over the economy with Democrats unwilling to cut social programs, and their counterparts stubborn refusal (gasp!) in realizing that not increasing taxes on the wealthiest 5% of America will make the other 95% REALLY ANGRY.
• The first "city in space" is compete
• War, famine, plague.    *****   Where's the GOOD NEWS?
• A single European currency has begun its life, sort of.
• Uneasy truce remains between Catholic and Protestant, Jew and Muslim, and so forth.
• Peace or war between Arab and Jew to be deterined by a tiny strip of land.
• Confrontation with a dictator has the world watching.
• Earth's climate change can no longer be ignored as 'fantasy'.
• Rise and fall of modern national economies here and abroad troubles the world.
• Brutal weather patterns and systems continue to circle the globe. Earthquakes, tornadoes and drought worsen with each passing day.

Sound all too familiar?

And Now for Some Inconvenient Truth

THE TRUTH

PART I

EVOLVING IN A PLACE CALLED EDEN...

Who are you?

You read this as a living homo sapien animal clothed in manufactured fabrics, staring at a document delivered to you through an electronic communications system called the Internet.
The Internet began to touch large populations of animals for the first time approximately after 2000 revolutions of Earth about her Sun following the birth of a being named Jesus.

The Dichotomy of life itself

Day / Night

Cold / Hot

Floods / Drought

Surplus / Lack

Have / Have not

To Be / Not To Be

We live within and attempt to run this crazy system; sometimes succeeding, sometimes failing.

In the end, wee just seem to pick ourselves up, dust off and try it all again,

hoping beyond hope to just get a little more ahead while others just want to simply LIVE WITHOUT FEAR.

Osama Bin Ladin is dead.

I have every reason to believe this because I know and trust in the Special Forces men that made it happen.

Professional.

Sadly, most will never know the name of the soldier that ended a tyrant terrorists' bloody reign, no medal bestowed except in a private secret ceremony.

My personal inner self however is bound by that dichotomy I spoke of in the beginning:

Rejoicing with a feeling of justice, yet saddened as yet another human had to die by violent means.

You see, almost to a number, seers, sages, and religious persons of all kinds somewhere in their writing claim that killing another human is wrong and that we should allow God, the Universe and Everything be the judge and jury.

I follow these suggestion (poorly) as best as I am able, finding solutions instead of pointing fingers, working for the goal instead of becoming part of the problem, and trying to understand the mind and heart of my enemy.

Doesn't always work...

So here we have the death of a human who was responsible to the deaths of thousands and thousands of people, the great percentage of which were actually Muslim, and we're dancing in the streets.

Please understand, I am but human still, and found myself with my teeth clenched raising a  one-finger-salute 'goomba' style upon the news of his demise.

Then came the other side of the coin, my dilemma..

Killing never accomplishes anything, now does it?

Lastly,

I pray that this closes a certain book that has kept the world in fear for too long,

I pray for all our service men and woman that they be morally strong and return home safely, I pray for those strange voices of dissent that will do or say anything to be disruptive and keep the populace in fear.

I pray for the women in bad relationships, living in a nightmare.

I pray that bullies of all kinds - old, young, white, black, male or female will face what it is that they are actually afraid of or angry with in side themselves.

I pray that the world finds a sense of humor before December 24th 2012

I pray my daughter forgives me for not being there for her.

And lastly, I pray that if it is in the best interest of the Universe to do so, that DD or I "hit the big one" so that we ourselves may begin to spread messages like these without worry.

Selat, Amen