Christmas, 2011

My thoughts at this time of year turn inward, as do those of so many others in the world to what this season means not only to us, but to those amongst us as well.

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My Vision of the Destruction of America 

Originally published by A. A. Allen  July 4, 1954

See if you can spot any parallels here.. remember: this was written in 1954...

As I stood atop the Empire State Building, I could see the Statue of Liberty, illuminating the gateway to the new world. Here, spread before me like an animated map, is an area sixty or eighty miles in diameter.
I was amazed that the Spirit of the Lord should so move me, there atop the Empire State Building.
Why should I feel such a surge of His Spirit and power there?
Suddenly I heard the voice of the Lord. It was as clear and as distinct as a voice could be. It seemed to come from the very midst of the giant telescope. But when I looked at the telescope, I knew it hadn't come from there, but directly from heaven.
The voice said, "The eyes of the lord run to and fro throughout the whole earth, to show himself strong in behalf of them whose heart is perfect toward Him. Herein you have done foolishly. Therefore, from henceforth, you shall have wars." 
Immediately when I heard the voice of God, I knew this was a quotation of Scripture. But never before had a thing come to me so forcibly by the power of the Spirit. The ticking of the telescope stopped.

The man before me had used up his dimes worth. As he stepped away I knew that I was next. As I stepped to the telescope and dropped in my dime, immediately the ticking started again. This ticking was an automatic clock which would allow me to use the telescope for a definitely limited time only.
As I swung the telescope to the North, suddenly the Spirit of God came upon me in a way that I had never thought of before. Seemingly in the spirit I was entirely caught away. I knew that the telescope itself had nothing to do with the distance which I was suddenly enabled to see, for I seemed to see things far beyond the range of the telescope, even on a bright clear day. It was simply that God had chosen this time to reveal these things to me, for as I looked through the telescope, it was not Manhattan Island that I saw, but a far larger view.

That morning, much of the view was impaired by fog. But suddenly as the Spirit of the Lord came upon me the fog seemed to clear, until it seemed that I could see for thousands of miles. But that which I was looking upon was not Manhattan island, it was all of the North American Continent spread out before me as a map is spread upon a table, it was not the East River and the Hudson River that I saw on either side, but the Atlantic and the Pacific Oceans.
And instead of the Statue of Liberty standing there in the bay on her small island I saw her standing far out in the Gulf of Mexico. She was between me and the United States. I suddenly realized that the telescope had nothing to do with what I was seeing, but that it was a vision coming directly from God. And to prove this to myself I took my eyes away from the telescope, so that I was no longer looking through the lens, but the same scene remained before me.
There, clear and distinct, lay all the North American Continent, with all it's great cities. To the North lay the Great Lakes. Far to the Northeast was New York City.
I could see Seattle and Portland far to the Northwest. Down the West Coast, there were San Francisco and Los Angeles. Closer in the foreground, there lay New Orleans, at the center of the Gulf Coast area. I could see the great towering ranges of the Rocky Mountains, and trace with my eye the Continental Divide.

All this and more, I could see spread out before me as a great map upon a table. And as l looked, suddenly from the sky I saw a giant hand reach down. That gigantic hand was reaching out toward the Statue of Liberty. In a moment her gleaming torch was torn from her hand, and in it instead was placed a cup.
And I saw protruding from that great cup, a giant sword, shining as if a great light had been turned upon its glistening edge.
Never before had I seen such a sharp, glistening, dangerous sword. lt seemed to threaten all the world.
As the great cup was placed in the hand of the Statue of Liberty, I heard these words, "Thus saith the Lord of hosts, Drink ye and be drunken, spue and fall, and rise no more, because of the sword which I will send"  As I heard these words, I recognized them as a quotation from Jeremiah
25:7.
I was amazed to hear the Statue of Liberty speak out in reply, "I WILL NOT DRINK!" Then as the voice of the thunder, I heard again the voice of the Lord, saying, "Thus saith the Lord of Hosts, YE SHALL CERTAINLY DRINK." (Jer.25:28)

Then suddenly the giant hand forced the cup to the lips of the Statue of Liberty, and she became powerless to defend herself. The mighty hand of God forced her to drink every drop from the cup. As she drank the bitter dregs, these were the words that I heard, "Should you be utterly unpunished? You shall not be unpunished: for I will call for a sword upon all the inhabitants of the earth, saith the Lord of Hosts." (Jer.25:29) 

When the cup was withdrawn from the lips of the Statue of Liberty, I noticed the sword was missing from the cup, which could mean but one thing. THE CONTENTS OF THE CUP HAD BEEN COMPLETELY CONSUMED! I knew that the sword merely typified war, death, and destruction, which is no doubt on the way. Then as one drunken on too much wine, I saw the Statue of Liberty become unsteady on her feet and begin to stagger, and to lose her balance. I saw her splashing in the Gulf, trying to regain her balance. I saw her stagger again and again, and fall to her knees.
As I saw her desperate attempts to regain her balance, and rise to her feet again, my heart was moved as never before with compassion for her struggles.
But as she staggered there in the gulf, once again I heard these words, "Ye shall drink and be drunken, and spue, and fall, and rise no more because of the sword that I shall send among you." 

As I watched, I wondered if the Statue of Liberty would ever be able to regain her feet - if she would ever stand again. And as I watched, it seemed that with all her power she struggled to rise, and finally staggered to her feet again, and stood there swaying drunkenly. I felt sure that at any moment she would fall again - possibly never to rise. I seemed overwhelmed with a desire to reach out my hand to keep her head above water, for I knew that if she ever fell again she would drown there in the Gulf.

"Thou shalt not be afraid for the terror by night, nor for the pestilence that walketh in darkness, nor for the destruction that wastes at noonday." (Psalms 91:5,6)
Then as I watched, another amazing thing was taking place. Far to the Northwest, just out over Alaska, a huge, black cloud was arising. As it rose, it was as black as night. It seemed to be in the shape of a man's head. As it continued to arise, I observed two light spots in the black cloud. It rose further, and a gaping hole appeared. I could see that the black cloud was taking the shape of a skull, for now the huge, white, gaping mouth was plainly visible.  Finally the head was complete.
Then the shoulders began to appear and on either side long, black arms. It seemed that what I saw was the entire North American Continent, spread out like a map upon a table with this terrible skeleton-formed cloud arising from behind the table. It rose steadily until the form was visible down to the waist. At the waist, the skeleton seemed to bend towards the United States, stretching forth a hand toward the East and one toward the West - one toward New York and one toward Seattle.

As the awful form stretched forward, I could see that the entire attention seemed to be focused upon the U.S., overlooking Canada at least for the time being. As I saw the horrible black cloud in the form of a skeleton bending towards America, bending from the waist over, reaching down toward Chicago and out towards both coasts, I knew it's one interest was to destroy the multitudes. As I watched in horror, the great black cloud stopped just above the great lakes region, and turned it's face towards New York City. Then out of the horrible, great gaping mouth began to appear wisps of white vapor which looked like smoke, as a cigarette smoker would blow puffs of smoke from his mouth. These whitish vapors were being blown toward New York City. The smoke began to spread, until it had covered all the eastern part of the United States.
Then the skeleton turned to the West, and out of the horrible mouth and nostrils came another great puff of white smoke. This time it was blown in the direction of the West Coast. In a few moments time,the entire West Coast and L.A. area was covered with it's vapors Then towards the center came a third great puff. As I watched, St. Louis and Kansas City were enveloped in its white vapors.
Then on it came towards New Orleans. Then on they swept until they reached the Statue of Liberty where she stood staggering drunkenly in The blue waters of The Gulf.

As the white vapors began to spread around The head of the statue, she took in but one gasping breath, and then began to cough as though to rid her lungs of the horrible vapors she had inhaled. One could readily discern by the coughing that those white vapors had seared her lungs. What were these white vapors? Could they signify bacteriological warfare or nerve gas that could destroy multitudes of people in a few moments time?
Then I heard the voice of God, as He spoke again: "Behold, the Lord maketh the earth empty, and maketh it waste, and turneth it upside down, and scattereth abroad the inhabitants thereof. And it shall be, as with the people, so with The priest; as with the servant, so with his master; as with the buyer, so with the seller; as with the taker of usury, so with the giver of usury to him. The land shall be utterly emptied, and utterly spoiled: for The Lord has spoken this
word. The earth mourneth and fadeth away,The world languisheth and fadeth away, the haughty people of the earth do languish . The earth also is defiled under the inhabitants thereof; because they have transgressed the laws, changed the ordinance, broken the everlasting covenant. Therefore has the curse devoured the earth and they that dwell therein are desolate; therefore the inhabitants of
the earth are burned and few men are left." (Isa.24:1-6)

As I watched, the coughing grew worse. It sounded like a person was about to cough out his lungs. The Statue was moaning and groaning. She was in mortal agony. The pain must have been terrific, as again and again, she tried to clear her lungs of those horrible white vapors. I watched her there in the Gulf, as she staggered, clutching her lungs and her breast with her hands. Then she fell to her knees. In a moment, she gave one final cough, and made a last desperate effort to rise from her knees, and then fell face forward into the waters of The Gulf and lay still as death. Tears ran down my face as I realized that she was dead!
Only The lapping of The waves, splashing over her body, which was partly under the water and partly out of water, broke the silence.
"A fire devoureth before them, and behind them a flame burneth; the land is as the garden of Eden before them, and behind them, a desolate wilderness." (Joel 2:3)

Suddenly the silence was shattered by the screaming of sirens. The sirens seemed to scream, "RUN FOR YOUR LIVES!" Never before had I heard such shrill, screaming sirens. They seemed to be everywhere - to the North, South, the East and the West. There seemed to be multitudes of sirens. And as I looked, I saw people everywhere running. But it seemed none of them ran more than a few paces, and then they fell.
And even as I had seen the Statue struggling to regain her poise and balance, and finally falling to die on her face, I now saw millions of people falling in the streets, on the sidewalks, struggling. I heard their screams for mercy and help. I heard their horrible coughing as though their lungs had been seared with fire. I heard the moaning and groanings of the doomed and the dying.
As I watched, a few finally reached shelters and above the moaning and groanings, I heard these words: "A noise shall come even to the ends of the earth for the Lord has a controversy with the nations. He will plead with all flesh; He will give them that are wicked to the sword, saith the Lord. Behold evil shall go forth from nation to nation, and a great whirlwind shall be raised up from the coasts of The earth. And The slain of the Lord shall be at that day from one end of the earth even onto the other end of the earth: they shall not be lamented neither gathered nor buried; they shall be dung upon the ground." (Jer. 25:31-33)

Then suddenly I saw from the Atlantic and from the Pacific, and out of the Gulf, rocket-like objects that seemed to come up like fish leaping out of the water. High into the air they leaped, each headed in a different direction, but every one towards The U.S.
On the ground, the sirens screamed louder, and up from the ground I saw similar rockets begin to ascend. To me, these appeared to be interceptor rockets although they arose from different points all over the U.S. however, none of them seemed to be successful in intercepting the rockets that had risen from the ocean on every side. These rockets finally reached their maximum height, slowly turned over, and fell back toward the earth in defeat. Then suddenly, the rockets which had leaped out of the ocean like fish all exploded at once. The explosion was ear-splitting. The next thing which I saw was a huge ball of fire. The only thing I have ever seen which resembled the thing I saw in my vision was the picture of the explosion of the H-bomb in the South Pacific.
In my vision, it was so real I seemed to fell a searing heat from it. As the vision spread before my eyes, and I viewed the widespread desolation brought about by the terrific explosions, I could not help thinking, 'While the defenders of our nation have quibbled over what means of defense to use, and neglected the only true means of defense, faith and dependence upon the true and living God, the thing which she greatly feared has come unto her! How true it has proven that "Except the Lord keep The city, The watchman watches but in vain."'


As the noise of the battle subsided, to my ears came this quotation from Joel, the second chapter: "Blow ye the trumpet in Zion, and sound an alarm in my holy mountain, let all the inhabitants of the land tremble: for the day of the LORD cometh, for it is nigh at hand; A day of darkness and of gloominess, a day of clouds and of thick darkness, as the morning spread upon the mountains, a great people and a strong; there hath not been ever the like, neither shall be any more after it, even to the years of many generations. 
A fire devoureth before them; and behind them a flame burneth: the land is as the garden of Eden
before them, and behind them a desolate wilderness; yea, and nothing shall escape them. The appearance of them is as the appearance of horses; and as horsemen, so shall they run..." (Joel 2:4).

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So there you have it, circa 1954. Pretty brutal.

What do I personally believe?
The first line of this chapter in Luke perhaps says it best:
"I have come to set the world on fire, and I wish it were already burning! I have a terrible baptism of suffering ahead of me, and I am under a heavy burden until it is accomplished. Do you think I have come to bring peace to the earth? No, I have come to divide people against each other!


From now on families will be split apart, three in favor of me, and two against or two in favor and three against. Father will be divided against son and son against father; mother against daughter and daughter against mother; and mother-in-law against daughter-in-law and daughter-in-law against mother-in-law."
(Luke 12:49-53)

We as a nation have come to a cliff on what we saw as a never-ending road.
Overall, the basis of what we built upon with our belief in liberty and justice for all were put upon a seemingly strong foundation, but what mason places sandstone where bedrock should be used? What do the words "Liberty and Justice for all." mean when the very framers refused the truth of the last two words?
Were not the architects of the Declaration of Independence not for the most part married slave owners? Where was the liberty and justice for their wives or those viewed as chattel?

Let us not be unaware also of the meddling and underhanded dealing leaders WE OURSELVES have elected over the years have had a hand in subverting other nations for the benefit of our own benefit, or the benefit of ultra wealthy businessmen.
Who actually controls not only this country but all others as well? Assuredly not the citizenry nor even the electorate, that is for certain.

Those that have studied native indigenous cultures all over the world can tell you that one fundamental underlying concept that these people hold dear is one based upon balance with the earth that supports their very lives.
Couple this with knowledge that those who ignore history are condemned to repeat it and look around you.
We live in an unbalanced world of our own creation, and I feel that if we don't stand up NOW, it may be too late.
You may think that one little insignificant person cannot have any effect on any facet of life here on this little rock, but you would be wrong. Make your voice heard in whatever manner you choose, be it writing a blog, posting an opinion, or marching in protest, but DO SOMETHING before it is too late.

"I have a terrible baptism of suffering ahead of me, and I am under a heavy burden until it is accomplished."

What's next?

Something is on the horizon…

…. and will change all our lives….

Coming soon

More important than any other event in human history….

Is Confession Good for the Soul?

Moving around due to work can be and is, a complete pain in the ass.

There’s not only the physical stress of packing, moving the furniture and unpacking, but also the necessity of living around other people who often lack polite living skills. Apartment dwellers such as CJ and I are sometimes subjected to what we jokingly refer to as “elephants” when sandwiched in the middle floor area for the manner in which they move around their place without regard to those below. Such is life and we put up with it the best that we can. Additionally there are the creepy folk who you almost never see, and god they should speak to you or even acknowledge your existence if it does even occur, or the nosy Nellie or Neil who insist on insinuating themselves into your life whether you want them or not.

Commentary

Commentary

PS from Me:

Didja ever notice how many conservative legislators and religious leaders - be they local or national - that speak out so loudly against any sort of "perversion" such as drug use, alcoholism or "sexual deviance 

GET CAUGHT ENGAGING IN WHAT THEY RAILED SO ADAMANTLY AGAINST?

A Response

 The wait for my interrogator to return from phoning whoever he had to talk to regarding my demand was interminable, I had to pee and to top it off,  I hadn't been able to change my tampon since this whole drama began.

The door to the outside was locked and even though I knew that there where cameras facing me, watching my every move while the perspiration beaded under each of my breasts, I vowed that I wouldn’t give them  the satisfaction  of knowing they were but a cunt hair away from breaking me.

Resignation

Forgive me my friends for not putting to hard disk the more recent adventures of my life and job as a more or less glorified undercover professional cock sucker.

So much has happened, so many details, stories and adventures have whizzed by in the intervening months, that it will take some time to write them down now that I am no longer employed.

You read that correctly - finally having enough of the bureaucracy and general BS that I endured on a daily basis surrounding my "job", that I finally told them all to kiss my ass and just quit. 

How slutty are you? Here's a chance to find out: 

TAKE THE SLUT TEST

Me? Pretty damned slutty I guess.. here's my score

In Rememberance

What is and What Shall Be

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Chapter 3: "Meine Ehre heist Treue"

Catch up on the story:
Chapt 1

Chapt 2

Returning to reality after my all too brief reverie of the past, I shook off thoughts of David and my first taste of cock to see Ben still staring holes deep into my blissful face.

What manner of person was this that would approach me, openly challenging my inner sexual desire with a look that reminded me of a cherished memory while frightening my core with paranoid thoughts? With my mind racing faster as I attempted to grasp just what Ben was asking of me, various words spilled from my mouth in a torrent of petulant rage.

"Who the fuck are you and why do you know so much about me? How in the name of Athena do you know about who or what the fuck I like to do and where in shit to did you find out about what I choose to wear or not wear under my clothes?"

Chapter 2: First Taste

(Don't forget to read Chaper 1)

During my college days I was a very studious girl, excelling in all of my classes, and making the dean’s list every semester for four years after exiting High School a year earlier than my peers. Being the product of Midwestern WASP parents meant that a good work ethic and sense of right and wrong had been instilled in me at a very early age, and of course continues to this day. “If you start a job, finish the job and do it right the first time” my father said, and frankly I’ve always found it to be true. I mean, if you decide to do something – anything quite frankly – then you’ve made a contract with your inner self and the outside world that you accept the challenge put forward, and if that’s the case, then why would you not want to put your best effort out in order to achieve the desired goal?

Such was the case with sucking cock I guess.

Chapter 1: How it all began

Throughout my life I've been and done many things, but nothing as weird and kinky as being an on-call slut for a certain hush-hush company. Now let's clarify something here: I didn't get it on with every field agent or assistant director, no, I was on call just in case one of their people in the witness protection program or perhaps a snitch, wanted a little relief and comfort.

There, I said it, and frankly it feels good to get it out in the open after all these years.

How I became a highly paid confidential "companion" was all by accident or so I thought

Truth, Part 2

EVOLVING IN A PLACE CALLED EDEN

IS A PROMISING YOUNG CIVILIZATION...

Look at the headlines seriously this past week. Observe the magnitude of the issues in play, in the history of civilization:

• The White House and Congress are locked in battle over the economy with Democrats unwilling to cut social programs, and their counterparts stubborn refusal (gasp!) in realizing that not increasing taxes on the wealthiest 5% of America will make the other 95% REALLY ANGRY.
• The first "city in space" is compete
• War, famine, plague.    *****   Where's the GOOD NEWS?
• A single European currency has begun its life, sort of.
• Uneasy truce remains between Catholic and Protestant, Jew and Muslim, and so forth.
• Peace or war between Arab and Jew to be deterined by a tiny strip of land.
• Confrontation with a dictator has the world watching.
• Earth's climate change can no longer be ignored as 'fantasy'.
• Rise and fall of modern national economies here and abroad troubles the world.
• Brutal weather patterns and systems continue to circle the globe. Earthquakes, tornadoes and drought worsen with each passing day.

Sound all too familiar?

And Now for Some Inconvenient Truth

THE TRUTH

PART I

EVOLVING IN A PLACE CALLED EDEN...

Who are you?

You read this as a living homo sapien animal clothed in manufactured fabrics, staring at a document delivered to you through an electronic communications system called the Internet.
The Internet began to touch large populations of animals for the first time approximately after 2000 revolutions of Earth about her Sun following the birth of a being named Jesus.

The Dichotomy of life itself

Day / Night

Cold / Hot

Floods / Drought

Surplus / Lack

Have / Have not

To Be / Not To Be

We live within and attempt to run this crazy system; sometimes succeeding, sometimes failing.

In the end, wee just seem to pick ourselves up, dust off and try it all again,

hoping beyond hope to just get a little more ahead while others just want to simply LIVE WITHOUT FEAR.

Osama Bin Ladin is dead.

I have every reason to believe this because I know and trust in the Special Forces men that made it happen.

Professional.

Sadly, most will never know the name of the soldier that ended a tyrant terrorists' bloody reign, no medal bestowed except in a private secret ceremony.

My personal inner self however is bound by that dichotomy I spoke of in the beginning:

Rejoicing with a feeling of justice, yet saddened as yet another human had to die by violent means.

You see, almost to a number, seers, sages, and religious persons of all kinds somewhere in their writing claim that killing another human is wrong and that we should allow God, the Universe and Everything be the judge and jury.

I follow these suggestion (poorly) as best as I am able, finding solutions instead of pointing fingers, working for the goal instead of becoming part of the problem, and trying to understand the mind and heart of my enemy.

Doesn't always work...

So here we have the death of a human who was responsible to the deaths of thousands and thousands of people, the great percentage of which were actually Muslim, and we're dancing in the streets.

Please understand, I am but human still, and found myself with my teeth clenched raising a  one-finger-salute 'goomba' style upon the news of his demise.

Then came the other side of the coin, my dilemma..

Killing never accomplishes anything, now does it?

Lastly,

I pray that this closes a certain book that has kept the world in fear for too long,

I pray for all our service men and woman that they be morally strong and return home safely, I pray for those strange voices of dissent that will do or say anything to be disruptive and keep the populace in fear.

I pray for the women in bad relationships, living in a nightmare.

I pray that bullies of all kinds - old, young, white, black, male or female will face what it is that they are actually afraid of or angry with in side themselves.

I pray that the world finds a sense of humor before December 24th 2012

I pray my daughter forgives me for not being there for her.

And lastly, I pray that if it is in the best interest of the Universe to do so, that DD or I "hit the big one" so that we ourselves may begin to spread messages like these without worry.

Selat, Amen

Something to think about...

For a variety of reasons I think that it's especially fitting this year- and on this day - that we not dwell on our historical moribund fascination with death, but consider the flowers around us and the story they tell.

They tell of new life with wondrous exuberant, boundless joy;

They tell us of renewal from within;

They tell us of hope transformed;

They tell us of the miracle of life itself.

Fear of death gives way to acceptance in truthful embrace. that it is the small price all living things must pay for admittance to the Greatest Show In the Universe called

EARTH.

Conveniently, we are made to forget that the very moments of mortality and resurrection are  one,

Embrace therefore not the This Day as an End, but for the promise it hearkens of a New Beginning!

(Sheesh!)

Let me put this in simple terms for some of you:

Don't focus on Pesach - 

the MIRACLE happened two days later!!!

(Duh.)

May the blessings of the Four Winds be upon you and your loved ones this day;

calling out my countenance upon all and with you: together we diminish the need of the many and share the abundance of this world with all, in true measure.

I say unto you: Forgive your enemy and those who have wronged you, let PAX HUMANIS reign!

Selat.

   NoOneKnowsWhen
Ω Mat 24:36 Rev 21:6 Α
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Tired

I'm tired.

 Dirty Debbie is tired.

 We're both worn out and are waiting for movement and conclusion, but mostly we're tired of constantly looking over our shoulders. The paranoia is justified, of course.

It's not the fact that we know our email is read, our phone conversations recorded, or that every website we visit is tracked and cataloged mind you, it's the realization that it's not just happening to us but multitudes of people right here in America.

You personally may not be under indictment or have the Sword of Damocles hanging over your head as I (we) do, but ask yourselves this question:  

Have I done, seen or said anything that ANYONE could find the least bit morally or legally wrong?

A disturbing note of history finds that laws and moral behavior seems to change like the wind over time, and in the past many a person have found themselves imprisioned (or worse) only to have the deed which put them there sanctified in future years or generations. To wit, see any reference regarding the Crusaides, early scientific discoveries, or the Salem Witch Trial condemnations.

It is now quite acceptable to Catholics not to put persons to death simply because they chose to believe in something other that Jesu as their savior and Galileo Galilei's heresy finally exonerated.

Things change, the Wheel turns: this is the way of Heaven.

That which is wrong today, will be right tomorrow. Have patience.

One word of caution however - today, here in America, one of the most sacred and basic tenants of the Declaration of Independence have been subverted and twisted by dark, hidden powers.

I believe in the fundamental truth of the following statement:

"We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness."

 My personal Wiccan belief would have added 'harming none' somewhere in there, but that's another rant.

Anyway, the subversion that these hidden powers twist comes in the next line:

"That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed."

Or in the case of those of whom I speak, public opinion steered by mass media espousing fear upon the public. Fear of everything. Pick one.. What's the "fear of the day" on Fox news?

Come on people, WAKE UP! In the 50's it was Joseph McCarthy and the Commie's. Today it's _(fill in the latest fear), or whatever the LOUDEST VOICES DECIDE IT WILL BE.

For me personally, I am drawn to the following items in the Declaration of Independence, where you may at will replace the words "He has" with "These hidden dark powers have" or simply, "THEY have":

He has endeavored to prevent the population of these States; for that purpose obstructing the Laws for Naturalization of Foreigners; refusing to pass others to encourage their migrations hither, and raising the conditions of new Appropriations of Lands. (Just pass immigration reform already, will you??)

He has made Judges dependent on his Will alone for the tenure of their offices (PAC money), and the amount and payment of their salaries.

He has erected a multitude of New Offices, and sent hither swarms of Officers to harass our people and eat out their substance. (IRS, ICE, DEA, DHS - pick one..)

He has kept among us, in times of peace, Standing Armies without the Consent of our legislatures. (Notice how we're never REALLY at "peace"?)

He has affected to render the Military independent of and superior to the Civil Power. (Who agreed that Saddam Hussein had weapons of mass destruction and we just HAD to go get them?)

For cutting off our Trade with all parts of the world (Frankly, I love Cuban cigars)

For imposing Taxes on us without our Consent (When was the last time YOU voted on a major tax increase?)

For depriving us in many cases, of the benefit of Trial by Jury (Gitmo)

For transporting us beyond Seas to be tried for pretended offences (CIA flights to '"hidden" prisons overseas) 

He has excited domestic insurrections amongst us,(go ahead, call me paranoid - I know some hidden truths you may not about the media) and has endeavoured to bring on the inhabitants of our frontiers, the merciless Indian Savages (Read "Terrorists" here instead of "Indian Savages") whose known rule of warfare, is an undistinguished destruction of all ages, sexes and conditions.

So, these items and more are making us tired. C'est la Vie!

Watch the sky.. storm clouds are on the move..

Tired but a good kind.

You know, an imagination can get you into trouble.. it's almost like the movie Minority Report at times.. It's not WHAT you've done, it's what you MAY do..

Just a thought.

Truth hurts, doesn't it

This is a re-posting of after being blocked by Google (along with two other posts) at the request of someone DoJ I presume.

Furthermore, said blocking and censorship JUST PROVES THE POINT OF THIS POST.

Original post:

After due consideration in regards to the situation that both Dirty Debbie and I have become currently entangled, this blog will be changing from "sexual fantasy" to thoughts and writings about what has now become cold, hard reality: there is a power structure deliberately hidden from public view undermining our liberty, personal freedom, and the very United States constitution itself.

"Life, Liberty, and the pursuit of happiness" are taking on new meaning, one that seems to be controlled and steered by people with a skewed moral viewpoint.

If history has taught us anything, it is this:

One religion, 

One viewpoint, 

One philosophy, 

One un-bendable thought or 

One political view..

can never be the whole answer.

If all are not included, then One will ultimately fail

The only honest path is with all being together - good and bad. You cannot know beauty without understanding ugliness nor see light without enjoying the darkness.
In reality, this is the actual reason I am being prosecuted: attempting to answer the question "why?" from my childhood, I found something in my search for understanding.

Sadly, we are obviously entering a time of great suffering and tribulation and those who lead - be they in public service, idolized on TV or around us in everyday life, utilize fear mongering and hatred (of something, ANYTHING), foisting a warped sense of moral superiority upon the populace in order to control them.

Simply put, these narrow minded individuals marching through life beating the drum-head, all the while shouting "Right is Might" or "OUR God is the ONLY God!" , will lead us straight down a well worn path to damnation.

It has been said that those who fail to heed lessons of the past are doomed to repeat them, and it seems our new, perfect 'PC' society is being well indoctrinated for it's arrival.

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In retrospect after writing the last sentence, I now believe I understand that these 'powers that be' are actually WORKING towards Armageddon.
I pray it's not too late

A favorite re-post

I wonder sometimes if we will ever grow up from our childish state of one-upsmanship.

Until then, let all Americans of any race, creed or persuasion remember those who sacrificed for our country, supporting and loving those who are still engaged whether we agree with the current conflict or not.

Amen.

"Mankind must put an end to war, or war will put an end to mankind." ~John F. Kennedy, 1961

" The release of atom power has changed everything except our way of thinking... the solution to this problem lies in the heart of mankind. If only I had known, I should have become a watchmaker." ~Albert Einstein

"Every gun that is made, every warship launched, every rocket fired signifies in the final sense, a theft from those who hunger and are not fed, those who are cold and are not clothed. This world in arms is not spending money alone. It is spending the sweat of its laborers, the genius of its scientists, the hopes of its children. This is not a way of life at all in any true sense. Under the clouds of war, it is humanity hanging on a cross of iron." ~Dwight D. Eisenhower, 16 April 1953

"War is fear cloaked in courage. The military don't start wars: politicians start wars." ~General William Westmoreland

Imagine that!

"EFF has uncovered widespread violations stemming from FBI intelligence investigations from 2001 — 2008. In a report released today, EFF documents alarming trends in the Bureau's intelligence investigation practices, suggesting that FBI intelligence investigations have compromised the civil liberties of American citizens far more frequently, and to a greater extent, than was previously assumed. 
Using documents obtained through EFF's Freedom of Information Act (FOIA) litigation, the report finds: Evidence of delays of 2.5 years, on average, between the occurrence of a violation and its eventual reporting to the Intelligence Oversight Board; reports of serious misconduct by FBI agents including lying in declarations to courts, using improper evidence to obtain grand jury subpoenas, and accessing password-protected files without a warrant; and indications that the FBI may have committed upwards of 40,000 possible intelligence violations in the 9 years since 9/11."

Just say'n ..

Time to change..

After due consideration in regards to the situation that both Dirty Debbie and I have become currently entangled, this blog will be changing from "sexual fantasy" to thoughts and writings about what has now become cold, hard reality: there is a power structure deliberately hidden from public view undermining our liberty, personal freedom, and the very United States constitution itself.

"Life, Liberty, and the pursuit of happiness" are taking on new meaning, one that seems to be controlled and steered by people with a skewed moral viewpoint.
If history has taught us anything, it is this:

One religion, 

viewpoint, 

philosophy, 

deeply held conviction or 

political belief is not the "end all, be all".

Such things always end in disaster when "ONE" leads the way. 

The only honest path is with all being together - good and bad - you cannot know beauty without understanding ugliness nor see light without enjoying the darkness.

Those that lead - be they in public service, idolized on TV or around us in everyday life - that utilize a warped sense of moral superiority based upon the idea "We are the only ones that are right and correct!", will lead us to Armageddon.

Afterword: Upon reflection of the previous sentence over time, I believe I am correct

Knock knock

Thank you to the FBI for breaking down my door at 6:30 am:
I told you it would happen, and it did..

Who watches the searcher?

Ah, it's happened again: the fruitless search of my premises for non-existent contraband or who knows what.
This time however, the joke's on you.. why?

A well placed video camera recorded the search.
The video? Uploaded to a secure storage area and the tape wiped. Voila!

Comments? Yeah, I thought not...

BTW: the digital recording was never on my computer, and was uploaded to a site I setup from a computer in a public location. Nothing about these things exists on my personal computer hard drive, only in my head - and you're not getting it out of me!